In the province of Musashi there lived a samurai called Taro
Tadatsuna Amakasu, who belonged to the Inomata clan and was in the service of
the Minamoto family. He was also a devout Nembutsu follower of Honen Shonin. At
that time there was a conflict with the monk armies of Mount Hiei who took
their stand at the Hiyosho Hachioji shrine. Tadatsuna was put by Imperial
command in charge of a body of troops to suppress the uprising. Before going to
battle he paid a visit to Honen and said to him:
“I have often heard
you say that even sinners like us, if they will only say the Nembutsu, and put
their whole trust in Amida’s Primal Vow, will undoubtedly attain Ojo (birth in
the Pure Land). This has made a deep impression upon me, but I suppose it is the case only with those
who are lying on a sick bed and calmly waiting for the end to come. But as
for myself, being a samurai, I cannot do just as I would like, and now in
obedience to an imperial order, I am setting out for the castle at Hachioji to
chastise those obstreperous priests of Sammon. I was born in a soldier’s family
and trained in the use of the bow and arrow, being on the one hand under
obligation not to fail in carrying out at least in some measure the will of my
ancestors, and on the other responsible for handling down something of glory to
my posterity. And yet if, as a soldier,
I abandon myself to the driving back of the enemy, all sorts of wicked and
furious passions are likely to be stirred within me, and it becomes very hard
to awaken any pious feeling in my heart. If, indeed, I should allow myself
to keep thinking all the time about the
transitoriness of life, and trying
not to forget the truth about attaining Ojo by the Nembutsu, I should be in
danger of being taken captive by my enemies, and thereby be eternally branded
as a coward, straightway have all my patrimony confiscated, and so for a fool
like me it is very hard to decide which of these courses to choose. Will you
not tell me how I may accomplish my cherished
desire for Ojo, without on the other hand sacrificing the honor of my family as
an archer?”